Is Trauma The Only Way To Wake Up To The Conspiracy? Probably...
Vinny Eastwood On The Human Frequency
Trauma, while unpleasant, may be a necessary part of the "wake up process" (IE The Grief Process).
The reason it's so important is that it breaks us, so that we can learn to rebuild ourselves, often the nature of our lives revolves around learning and living based on those things we've learned.
But, when we realise that almost all those things turned out to be lies, we have a crisis of identity, because what we thought we were, indeed, our very self image is shattered and thus we don't now who we are and must embark on a voyage of self discovery to relearn it from scratch.
"How The Trauma Of Being Arrested Woke Me Up To The Conspiracy" https://youtu.be/Zrq1rrIcbLE